i'm really lost, i don't know how to decribe my feelings. Have i done anything wrong?
i really don't know, In the 1st place, i think that i'm selfish. Really! i am! whats wrong with that?
whatever (J) told me is right, he is the only person on this planet that knows me well. Not even my parents can see through my thoughts!
i'm lost, really lost. recently negleted my studies, thinking how can i pass my Final test for AGM tomorrow? Never keep in touch with dennis & Co. ever since i went back slacking with (V) & Co.
i don't know weather i've made the wrong move.But, ever since i went back to (V) & Co. i felt that my privacy has been intruded. i don't know why! it's that feeling.
Why it's me always getting this? What past is past, why should you always wanna make me shame infront of people. Does it makes you feel more stronger, better, charming or smart? For my verdict, your immuture. i've really done what a friend should do, why can't you be the same as me? Is it a harsh mission to be accomplished? i doubt it friend!
When you've woken up the idea, by then you will know what you've done is totally wrong! Mistakes that should never been done! But really, i can't say it straight to you. I've really tried ways to counsel you my friend.

Now thinking back, i really need Mr tan. His the only teacher so far, that can motivate me.
His not the energy, his the soul. i really missed him. i don't know why! i'm lost. really lost.

BGR? Forget it, you don't seems to get the picture.
If you're not promissing enough, don't. Don't just say it when u don't mean it.
its useless.